MooniePie's Vampire Journal

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20:04 Apr 07 2022
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I've been here for 17 years. I've been some form of admin on this site for most of those years. I'm good at what I do... Cancer told me so. heh. Well, besides that time I acted like an ass and got a time out, but I digress. P.S. there will never be more than 7 houses. Just FYI for everyone.

There is still the smallest part of me that has the temper of that girl that signed up when she was in her 20s. It nags 'post the message and those of the previous years to show how much of a renob!', 'tell 'em off', 'give 'em an actual reason to be a shit!'.

And then the me that has been here for 17 years, the one that has dealt with people acting like the embodiment of a junk yard tire fire time and time again, kicks in. It says 'Why? Making the screenshots, writing the entry, rating a shitty rate, giving 'em negative honor, which I wouldn't do anon on either my main or my alternate because I'd want it known, would just take so much time and effort. Time and effort that I'd rather be putting into something enjoyable. Like even now, I'm multitasking with something I enjoy because this isn't that important to dedicate my full time to. I mean it's apparent I'm not the only one who thinks that the behavior is toolish and appalling. So no shade to those taking action, but for me, just thinking about it is making me so damn exhausted. I just really don't care enough about a person's opinion of me and who does and doesn't like me.

So the best thing to do is write down what you think about me. Then ball that up in your fist, along with your ego, the self-aggrandizing, the tall tales of woo-woo, the (false) sense of entitlement, the "I'll show you attitude" (which is just lip service), and your (often wrong) know-it-all attitude, kiss that fist and hold it to your heart for a second. Then take it and plow that fist elbow deep into your anus so all those things can nestle around your head and keep it company. 🙂

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